I first noticed the quality of the air one morning when I left the house on my way to work. I just happened to take a deep, lung-filling breath on my way to my car. Ahhh. At first it was nothing more than the air quality itself. ("Wow, the air really smells clean this morning!") Then I added an appreciation for the morning stillness and the lack of sounds. Now when I walk out of the house in the dark hours of the morning I have been making it a point to stop and notice what's around me in the darkness.
I notice the absolute stillness of the quiet morning. The absence of car engines, no dogs barking, no airplanes in the distance--It's almost as if everyone's house lights would suddenly snap on if I made a noise of any kind. It's almost a shame to have to start my car and spoil the serenity.
Sometimes I'll stop halfway down the driveway and stand, and other times I'll pause before getting into my car. Either way, while I'm standing there taking in the cool, sweet air, I look around.
If I look up on a cloudy morning there will, of course, be no stars to see. Instead, I'll scan the clouds that are only slightly visible in the barely glowing morning sky, and to the dark shadows of the towering evergreen trees that ring our neighborhood. Occasionally, there will be breaks in the clouds, and I'll look to see how many stars wink at me through the openings.
When the sky is clear I can't help but notice the stars because they're shining like pinholes of bright light through a dark curtain. The giant evergreens are a little more than the usual dark ghosts when they are lit by the dim starlight. They have the tiniest glow along one edge where the almost imperceptible light touches them.
When the moon is shining everything is different. My favorite is a sharp, crescent moon. There is something about the hard edges and pointed ends of tiny moon that makes me stare. Maybe it's something to do with the man-in-the-moon stories and the various artworks from children's books--something I've always liked. Depending on the quality of the night sky, I can sometimes even see a dim outline of the remainder of the moon that's hidden in shadow of a crescent moon. I like that too. When the moonlight casts a bright light the whole world takes on a different look. Everything is lit in blueish-grey and the trees have a muted sheen where the moon's glow touches them.
I don't often see a full moon in the morning--at least I haven't since my latest appreciation for the stillness of the morning has become apparent. I know there is a strange feeling when I'm outside under a full moon though. There is something about the light. It's all at once yellowish, blueish, grayish, and muted white. When I'm out in the light of a full moon it's like nature's spotlight and everything around me is watching me intrude on the quiet serenity.
Even on the mornings when its rainy I'll usually still find something to like about it. Obviously, I won't be able to stop very long and take lung-filling breaths of air without getting wet, but I still notice the rain-washed cleanliness of the morning air. The sound of water is almost imperceptible unless it's pouring. When you get away from houses all you can hear is the faint sound the drops make as they splash against the ground or fall from leaf to leaf through the trees.
Oh, the fog! There have been many foggy mornings that have imprinted on my memory. Morning fog turns the ordinary into the mysterious. The plain, garish light that shines over the street and out from porch lights is now transformed into hazy cones of grey or pinkish-orange. The foggy air is so good to breathe! Deep breaths on a foggy morning are almost therapeutic. Years ago when I used to run every morning, those were my favorite mornings to run in. Breathing wet, foggy air feels good.
I'll save my favorite for last. The windy mornings. When I step out into the night and close the door of the house on a windy morning, I treasure the sound. Trees, normally the silent sentinels, are at once whispering and screaming. The rise and fall of their whooshing sound coming from so high up in the dark sky is strangely relaxing to me. I like to stare intently at the silhouettes of them to see if I can tell how hard they are being blown by the breezes. I have always loved to be in a windstorm, and even if I'm not actually in a storm, the windy trees in the morning darkness tend to simulate one.
I do treasure nature's solitary moments sometimes.
